Happiness

''Sometimes I wonder if it's wrong to be happy.''

This quote is always on my mind, and I wonder if its true.

Here's why I think its true.

If you're happy, someone is goaled to bring you down because they envy your happiness because they think its not fair. They just hate you for being so happy.

If you're happy, I believe everything is not permanent, therefore you'll lose your happiness

If you're happy, there are people suffering out there to find your kind of happiness, you smiling is just not gonna help. (thats why its kinda wrong I guess)

The world is just really  not fair, you can't really complain because its no use.

"When one gets richer, the other gets poorer."

Life. Is. Not. Fair.

We just have to live with it.

I've been betrayed, cheated, misunderstood a lot of times, because when I'm happy, these things are bound to bring me down.

In the end of the day, I'm me. Myself. Alone. Independent.

Oxfords

Hey blog.

I think I blog for fun and because in case I wanna recall what I did in the past..

I watched 'I am number four' today!

Quite awesome because I really like the puppy and the hot girl.

Oh and Quinn (Dianna Agron) from Glee is in it too. I don't really like Glee but I find Dianna much decent/prettier/better in the movie.

I look so weird thats why I covered my face with a heart <3

I love my pair of oxfords from charles and keith but sometimes it get can tiring, especially in the toes because the shoes are like few inches tall. (which is steep)

I think I have major shoes issues seriously.

Its like, every time I buy shoes, something will go wrong with it or if nothing is wrong with it, it will spoil very fast. 

Either make my feet very pain (like peel off my skin from behind, I'm serious!) or they just get spoil very fast.

I'm ready to invest into a good good pair of shoes and I did..

BUT that pair of RM200 flats from MartinaPink is LOST.

Fml.

I don't know where it went, seriously. Forget it. Maybe one day I'll find it.

Not to say that it was good also, it hurt my feet like shit! made my feet kin peeled off and bleed ALL THE FCKING TIME. Super pain.

When I first tried those flats, it was comfortable as crap thats why I decided to get it but after buying it, walking with it for more than 10 mins killed my feet!

The story to learn here is expensive shoes does not mean its good.

(or my feet got problem, lol)

I shall just buy more flip-flops/sandals from now on.

Those flats can kill me more than high heels does.

 I decided to change into flip-flops after halfway of walking..

I din't wanna hurt my feel or my shoes.

These oxfords are not so bad, they din't make my skin peel off or bleed.

They just made my toe abit numb lol.

 Anyhow, I am currently into long maxi dresses now.

I find people who wear them so pretty.

There was once I tried a super long dress for fun one day, I decided that I want one.

I usually would not even consider about a long dress because I am kinda short lol.

 But screw that, I bought myself one today!

I bought another design though.

Where do you think I can wear this to??

Is the mall fine? I hope I'll wear it and won't just let it sit in my closet all the time..

(oh it rhymes wtf!)

Question

What does the "stats" thing mean in blogger? Referring URLS?

Wth is that?

how come my site appears in my friend's blog even when I don't visit their blog.

WTF.

Here it goes again

The mid-terms finally ended!!

No more books. Oh that leopard print thing is my pencil box btw. I have the same one as Vanessa! :)

Anyway I'm free from stress - at least for a while.

So lazy to blog because I have nothing much to say , but I do have pics :D

I bought this necklace because it has Alice in Wonderland vintage in it. ♥

And I love vintage.. and Alice!

A picture of my t-shirt. Lol.

Random things and ... life.

I can't wait for college to end in total. So that I can spend more time with my camera and .. just be lazy.

I seldom bring my camera to college because we don't take pictures much in college anymore.

Everyone is so busy studying.

Omg, my dark circles.

Nah, I don't really care actually. I don't purposely sleep early to prevent dark circles. wtf.

I guess I should care huh?

Oh ya, I remembered something, today after dinner at curve, we (Darren and I) saw this couple walking and then suddenly they stopped walking and the guy kicked her in the ass. Major wtf but they weren't fighting or anything, they continued walking after that. SWT.

And and, I saw SHASHA just now at Curve! Lol. Of all people, I bumped into that sexy.


I had poached salmon and potatoes, cheesecake, ice cream for dinner.
Awesome..

Random things like these makes me feel happy.

Deflating baloon

The midterms are currently here!

Done with psychology and statistics exam today! (yes on a saturday, wtf)

I don't wanna talk about it . Its ... I have no comment about how tough the questions were.

At least I'm not the only one who thinks I screwed stats up but most of my friends think they screwed up too. (which might be bluffing :P )

We'll just wait for the results.

Some random camwhore the other day just because I miss my camera <3

Woo, I love messy hair sometimes.

The downside to messy hair is that ... hair can get all tangled up and oily (my case) . Sigh.

I just love the colour of my hair in this picture after editing; hence I am posting this up

My elmo balloon is gonna deflate anytime soon. =(((

Must. Camwhore.

I love my elmo balloon but its going to leave very soon.

:(((

Hah! yes I love the balloon.

<3

A rose for valentines

"I never really liked roses as a gift because they die fast, but he said, at least one..."

A scrumptious date

Yesterday Darren and I celebrated our anni and Valentines day.

Tomorrow is officially Valentines day, no need celebrate already :P

'Everyday is Valentines day!'

Its abit overrated lah.. (to me)

I'm gonna spend it with my family I guess XD

We went to Victoria Station for dinner.. mm... yummmsss.

Super awkward to take pics I tell you because the waiters were everywhere..

couldn't take decent pictures with them around staring. :(

Nevertheless, the food is still yummy

My favourite since I was a kid!

Escargots!! Wanted rock oysters too but we were too full.

His - sizzling beef :)

Mine- Oriental chicken with sweet and sour sauce 

Tasteless guava juice ;(

After dinner, its time to go somewhere else

KLCC :)

I think I'm a little bit "jakun" la..

I love to see the twin towers even though I've seen it a million times.

Especially when its close up like this.

NICE.

Say cheese :D

Lol, camwhore much?

Omg my face is soo sensitive that it gets dry easily.

Sigh sigh.

We decided to get a lil more adventurous with my camera and look

I think this shutter speed effect is quite awesome!

Run baby run! (muahahaha)

He looks like he is sulking here. LOL! Carry my bag! while I camwhore ;D

I'm gonna show a very awkward shot of me man..

Lol, wtf!

zheng zheng zheng!

Thats about it :D

After that my camera batt went low (effect of not charging for a week) 

Lol.

I had a great time yesterday, after that we even choreographed some lame dance routine because I told him why we never really dance as a couple after prom, lol.

<3

One year

This post is just gonna be about our one year anni :D

Just for me to remember next time :D

Friends tell me one year isn't that long actually and I agree. I hope there will be many many more years :D

My boyfriend is my bestfriend :)

He is there for me when I needed him :)

He makes me laugh :)

He makes me adventurous :)

He is a very very kind person :)

This is just another beginning.

Boyfrie, happy one year :D

Photograph model

Woke up late and 'accidentally' skipped one class today.

I hate having to come for only one class and so early some more!

Decided not to go to class since class starts at 9:30am and I woke up at 9am.

It takes me like one hour to reach college. Fml.

But today there was a group discussion about an assignment so I still have to go college. Haihs.

Got ready and simply drew my eyeliner today. Seldom draw to college already because I have to wake up so early and I just.. don't have the mood and time.

I guess I chose the morning classes because I wanted to avoid jam and scared no parking. 

But the parking starts to get full around 8am already! SWT.

Since I still had a lil time, camwhored abit first :D

eyeliner abit too thick D:

I absolutely love my owl ring <3

Valentine's day is coming ..

I don't really plan on celebrating Valentine's day because ever-since last time, I just think its a lil.... overrated.

It should be celebrated with family also!

 There's one thing worth celebrating for though..

One year anniversary!!

I love a bag at Charles and Keith and he surprised me by buying it!

I also told him that the elmo baloon is soo cute and he surprised me by buying it too!

<333

Its my anniversary present.

:D

I love them!

Camwhore with the elmo first!

Elmo is such a cute thing!

AT COLLEGE,

At the computer lab ! Lolsss.

I would like to introduce this new model .

SHA SHA KUAN!

Today she became my model for my *cough* photography!!

Out of random.

(wearing my owl ring somemore, lol)

Omg!! Is this awesome or what?!

I personally love the shots!

Sha sha can become a magazine model already. Hahaha.

Anyway. I bought this cute little ferret for Darren. LOL

For some reason, I just find this ferret tooooo cute so I decided to buy it for him.

Been eyeing on it for quite some time already.

Happy ONE YEAR baby <3.

ILY :)